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PostSubject: Why can't I have a friend?   Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:42 am

Meg was alone in the bedroom, John had left more or less an hour before and now she was watching the television, a cooking program, but actually she wasn't really interested.
Too many thoughts in her mind.
And even shut them was difficult.
Almost impossible.
The voice in her head, her consciousness, was there.
Keeping to talk.
And even if she was avoiding the worse subjects, she couldn't avoide all of them...


So, Meg, do you feel alone?

Shut up! I like stay alone...

You, liar! We both know that you hate stay alone. You can pretend that it's ok, but stay with other people it's the only thing that make you feel alive.

That's... that's not true!

Oh, please! You started to be a whore because of this! Because was better receive weird attention that don't receive any! Because even if your boys despised you, at least you weren't alone!

This... this is not your business!

Sure, as always... and you see, you like stay with other people even because of me: because when you're alone you can't run away from me!

I didn't have to if you only would let me in peace!

But i won't. because, even if you think differently, this IS my business. Because you don't deserve peace.

Why are you so mean?

Because you deserve it, silly woman!

It's not true!

Really? Oh, really? Trust me, Meg, if you deserved something better, life would give you something better. But she didn't. Nobody wanted you. Only your body. Not a friend. Neither your family wanted you.

It's not like that! It's not my fault!

sure that it is! You're just a whore! Just a bitch! Like your mother. a bad person. A cancer of the society.

It's not like that! Shut up! SHUT UP!

Meg raised up from the sofa, moving toward the bathroom: she stopped in front of the sink and flushed her face, then she looked in a mirror

How i'd loved to have a friend right now...

Why, Meg? Aren't you ok alone?

I...

Admit it, Meg: you just HATE to be alone!

Meg sighed: even if was hard admit it, her consciousness was right.

And you know what's the worst part, Meg?

I don't wanna know it! Shut up!

That you'll be alone however, anyway and always!

John will come back soon!

Don't be silly! He's the problem right now!

She took the shot: it was true...
but she didn't want to think about this subject!
She just wanted to talk.
Talk with someone.
To be distracted.
To clearify her thoughts.
Without realizing she started to walk, and when she stopped she realized to be arrived in the monitor room: she looked at the screen.
Maybe there was someone that she could talk with...
Someone that tried too many times to talk with her... about her...
She took the phone


He's not your friend, stupid!

She tried to ignore her consciousness, but she hesitated: she bit her lips and looked at the monitor: In the room number 8 there was Sinbad, and... Ariel. The spicy ginger girl

It's so unfair from you do this!

whispered nastily the voice in her head

Even a whore like you could understand it!
You know that he liked you!
And you broke his hopes...
now he's with another one
why have you to disturb him?
It's not like he needs you anymore
Do you just wanna feel important,
remembering to the ginger girl that you were there before her?
Why have you to be so mean?

Meg squeezed stronger the phone, then she placed it down again and slowly came back to the sofa.
She felt so lonely...
Sinbad was one of the more similar thing to a friend that she had ever had.
Antoine didn't count.
He was more similar to a master.
Surely not a friend.
But neither Sinbad was a friend.
And she couldn't think to him in that way.
He was just a nice customer.
Nice to the point that was pleasant stay with him.
Nice to the point that work was easier and less tiring.
Actually he was one of the best.
Probably the second in her entire life.

Suddenly she listened the door opening, and John's voice reached her.
Locking all her toughts, she smiled and moving toward him





ooc: hope you'll like it Very Happy
Oh, and... if you wanna know who's the Meg's 'first nice customer'... let me know 8D
because i already know that story, but i wanna be sure that you could be interested in it 8D
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Sun Jul 24, 2011 11:47 am

That was so touching. I really enjoyed reading it.

And I'd love to hear about her first nice customer. She is so interesting, and it's always a joy to get to know more about her. I guess that's one of the many things me and Sinbad have in common xD
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Sun Jul 24, 2011 11:50 am

awww this was really well written! Anya would be her friend!
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Sun Jul 24, 2011 12:05 pm

Awwe, poor Meg Sad Cindy would so be your friend Very Happy

I would love to know about her first nice costumer Very Happy
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Sun Jul 24, 2011 2:45 pm

awwww Meg I will be your friend :-)
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Sun Jul 24, 2011 11:14 pm

@SInbad: aww thank you! Very Happy
I'm so glad that you (both XD) like her!!! C8

@Anya: dear, you made my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
'really well written' is the best compliment that you could ever do to me!!!!!!!!!!!!
(i'm still learning english and i still have to improve a lot, so this is really the best compliment ever!!!!!!!!!!!!)
*glomps and huggles*

@Anya-Cindy-Wendy: awww!!! You're so sweet!
I'd love to have you as Meg's friends! *.*
but... you know...Meg is really silly v.v
and... even if now she's thinking that she would love to have friends...
she doesn't think that she deserves any...
and after all, she doesn't belive in honest and sincere relationship v.v
expecially, Cindy, i think that Meg has a sort of complex against you XD


and about her first nice customer... i'm writing the FF 8D
and i'll give you a clue: actually, there was only one customer, they were two, and in particoular, they were a couple.... Razz
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Mon Jul 25, 2011 4:34 am

@ Meg ooooo *get excited about fan fic* write girl write!! :-) and awww well after your protected me I really did wan't to be your friend and thank you but then you poofed and that kind of sucked
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Mon Jul 25, 2011 9:44 am

Woah O_O I loved reading this!
Esme would be your friend, heeh
She's changed a lot now that she's a mommy
I don't think she would react to Meg the way she did with Odette, it just seems like motherhood would make her more forgiving
But I feel bad for Meg, being alone is another thing that Esme could relate to.
It's never fun to be alone, I persoanlly and not just as Esme, understand that
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PostSubject: Re: Why can't I have a friend?   Mon Jul 25, 2011 9:58 am

@Meg I know, XD I think Cindy has a complex against you, but she just doesn't know it's you per-say XD But I still say she would want to be friends Very Happy
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